July 7, 2016 – A Poem

Wherever this life puts you through,
I am there with you.

Whenever you feel like all hope is gone,
I will be your strength to encourage you to fight on.

When life leaves its battle scars,
I am in the midst so don’t look far.

Look upon the Horizon and you will see me,
I will forever be,
your cheerleader.

So, put on that lovely smile,
for sorrow will only last for a while.

No matter where you go, I am by your side.
So, when you cry,
I cry!
When you fight,
I fight!

Together,
Forever!

~Boston Brian~

I’m Accused (Laughing out Loud)!

Throughout my travels in life, I had it rather easy.  I have a loving mother and a supportive dad when going to my bowling practices, and even in my interest in chess during my high school years.  Being a high school chess champion in my Junior and Senior years was a very big milestone for me.  I was often called a nerd, although my grades did not reflect it entirely.  Of course, my decisions had led to a lot of hardships and learning experiences.  Some decisions I do regret and others I don’t.  My friends are very eclectic, just like I am.  My mother always told me “define yourself.”  I often tend to hide a lot of emotions.  I always believe I have to be strong in the eyes of adversity.

So one day, I started telling others “I am Awesome” and “I am the best there was, the best there is, and the best there will ever be at what I do.”  Often I get accused of being big-headed or I get little smirks.  I am a strong believer that most people will not give you encouragement.  Encouragement comes from the Word of God, parents, and other family members.  However, there is always something inside of us that wants to be accepted.  I realized that Most people are not worried about your well-being.  To some, you just exist.  It is a mindset.  If I don’t think I am Awesome or the best, who will?  It’s like that saying… you are what you think.  Eventually, my mind will be programmed and it will come as second nature.  I look at it as confidence.

A lot of things has been happening to me over the course of a two weeks.  I will not comment on it extensively, but I will share this.  On my break one day, I was in my car.  I asked the Lord God, why?  Why does this keeps happening to me?  Why, why, why?  Just as I finished that last why, I heard a sweet, soft, innocent voice.  This voice I knew was the Lord God speaking to me.  I heard it as plain as if I was talking to someone personally.  This voice, the Lord God, said “you have to be stronger.”  I did not like that answer, but I was blessed to even get an answer from the most High.

Now I will admit, I am getting a bit carried away as I am now calling myself Phenomenally Awesome.  I don’t know if there is such a term, but it sounds good (laughing out loud).

CF Boston Brian

The Phenomenally Awesome Eclectic One (smiling)

Yes… I too am SPEECHLESS

One thing I had noticed in this video?  The ones that looked upon those that did things to help out, are the same ones that helped others and so on.

 

 

Awesome!!!

Why We Cry?

There are many reasons why we cry. We cannot understand why, but we do. However, one of the better reasons why we cry, in my opinion, will be listed in this writing.

Of course, not in any particular order. We cry due to:

• our emotional pain.
• our physical pain.
• a movie.
• our loved ones who have passed on from this life.
• those we may love and who do not love us back.
• the passing of our pet animal(s).
• situations that happens all over the world regarding terrorist attack.
• others telling lies.
• historical events that have changed American culture; good or bad.
• those that have died while protecting their family.
• our heroes that have passed on in real life.
• being Baptized.
• us being Baptized.
• the movement of the Lord God in our lives and in our bodies.
• prayer and our prayers being answered.
• happiness.
• suicidal thoughts.
• being bullied.
• prophecy.
• anger.
• many more reasons that could be personal and not so personal.

One reason why we cry is not better than any other. However, in my opinion, one of the better reasons to cry is to cry for those that may not cry for themselves.

“Why do you cry?” “He is Conan, Cimmerian, he won’t cry; so I cry for him.”
-Conan the Barbarian

~CF Boston Brian~

Happy Holidays

I just wanted to take this moment to wish everyone Happy Holidays and a very safe journey over the New Year.

Let’s do something different!  How about doing a New Year’s resolution and keeping it this time.  After all, it will make things easier in the future to keep our word more.

My New Year’s resolution… to pray nightly before bed and to listen more, which is one of my biggest flaws.  One day at a time.

I walk slowly, but I never walk backward.  ~ABRAHAM LINCOLN~

What I get from this quote… We cannot stop inevitability, but we must still push forward regardless.

~Boston Brian~