At times, people have a way of putting words together that we cannot express ourselves. I consider myself to be a good guy. I never said I love you first to anyone. They usually say it to me, even my family; but they know I love them by the special things I do to show it.
I have not many friends because I had been hurt a lot before. Some had made fun of me because of my race and culture. Others had attempt to bully me because of the things my parents had and I was given good things in my life by them. Even some made fun of me because I would die for my dog, knowing they have a short life span on earth. I see people take for granted of the little things in life.
Watching YouTube videos most times, I have learned things about myself that I would not have known before. I have learned what it is like to be homeless with nothing. I have learned what it is like to be ridiculed and toss around like a bag. I have learned what it is like to be afraid. I have learned what it is like to be loved. I have seen through the eyes of a dog about pain, resentment, and hurt. I have seen through the eyes of other animals that are hunted for game not as a source of nourishment.
I look out of my window in my home and stare at the green grass and listen to the birds sing. I look at white butterflies that fly around the home. I look at my vehicle sparkle as the sun bounces off it. I look at the wind blowing the tops of the trees. I look at the high flying hawks and wonder what it is like to be that free.
Afraid of being who I am, there is one thing no one can take away from me, well actually two things. The first thing is my education and knowledge. The second thing is how loved I am by family and God.
I will like to share a video with you. I hope you enjoy it and find it comforting in some way.
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