July 7, 2016 – A Poem

Wherever this life puts you through,
I am there with you.

Whenever you feel like all hope is gone,
I will be your strength to encourage you to fight on.

When life leaves its battle scars,
I am in the midst so don’t look far.

Look upon the Horizon and you will see me,
I will forever be,
your cheerleader.

So, put on that lovely smile,
for sorrow will only last for a while.

No matter where you go, I am by your side.
So, when you cry,
I cry!
When you fight,
I fight!

Together,
Forever!

~Boston Brian~

I’m Accused (Laughing out Loud)!

Throughout my travels in life, I had it rather easy.  I have a loving mother and a supportive dad when going to my bowling practices, and even in my interest in chess during my high school years.  Being a high school chess champion in my Junior and Senior years was a very big milestone for me.  I was often called a nerd, although my grades did not reflect it entirely.  Of course, my decisions had led to a lot of hardships and learning experiences.  Some decisions I do regret and others I don’t.  My friends are very eclectic, just like I am.  My mother always told me “define yourself.”  I often tend to hide a lot of emotions.  I always believe I have to be strong in the eyes of adversity.

So one day, I started telling others “I am Awesome” and “I am the best there was, the best there is, and the best there will ever be at what I do.”  Often I get accused of being big-headed or I get little smirks.  I am a strong believer that most people will not give you encouragement.  Encouragement comes from the Word of God, parents, and other family members.  However, there is always something inside of us that wants to be accepted.  I realized that Most people are not worried about your well-being.  To some, you just exist.  It is a mindset.  If I don’t think I am Awesome or the best, who will?  It’s like that saying… you are what you think.  Eventually, my mind will be programmed and it will come as second nature.  I look at it as confidence.

A lot of things has been happening to me over the course of a two weeks.  I will not comment on it extensively, but I will share this.  On my break one day, I was in my car.  I asked the Lord God, why?  Why does this keeps happening to me?  Why, why, why?  Just as I finished that last why, I heard a sweet, soft, innocent voice.  This voice I knew was the Lord God speaking to me.  I heard it as plain as if I was talking to someone personally.  This voice, the Lord God, said “you have to be stronger.”  I did not like that answer, but I was blessed to even get an answer from the most High.

Now I will admit, I am getting a bit carried away as I am now calling myself Phenomenally Awesome.  I don’t know if there is such a term, but it sounds good (laughing out loud).

CF Boston Brian

The Phenomenally Awesome Eclectic One (smiling)

Awesome!!!

An Interesting Song and Heartfelt

As I go to bed at night, I still hear that special song within my mind, the mind of Avatar.  Avatar, a body glorified from my own body.  A symbol of another being, a peaceful man.  When I hear the words and see the words, I get the feeling of longing to belong, to see outside myself and into a world I once lived before my birth as my spirit was with the One who made me.  This gives hope, a hope of that perfect storm rising inside of me.  An inner strength that gives love a chance, true love; unconditional love.  This love surpasses all and as I look upon my mother and my animals, I cannot duplicate that perfect love, but with this song, I can sure as well try to.  A mother’s love…an animal’s love…God’s love…. a love we all would never understand unless in that situation of being a mother or an animal.  We can only enjoy them while they are with us because perfect love overshadows the hardship of life and gives us hope – genuine hope.  Step outside yourselves and see what this perfect storm in you can perfect – honest love and desire.